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So I’ve been back at home 🏡 for a week now. I brought Ally to daycare all week so I could rest and get random things dunn. What I really learned is I’m not good at being alone. Lol 😂 a day or 2 sure but multiple days is a long time for a people person to not be around people. Even the dog park didn’t have people there. Haha. But I did manage to do stuff and try cooking different things. I made bake cheese it which me and ally love. I can only eat 4 at a time and I dip them in home made guacamole. Pretty good. I made different variations of eggs. Luckily my mom helped me prep some meals. Again everything is so small right now and I still have to remind myself to eat or drink. It’s funny though when I was super board I was like man eating fajitas or Chinese food would be good. Then I laughed and said I don’t need food I’m blessed with my food and need to eat that first. Tried different sauces on my turkey and chicken. Really like Frank. Portion of course. The cold finally made me cave into decaf coffee this morning but I was smart to get sugar free Carmel creamer and you know what it tasted wonderful and was the warm drink I needed. Task wise I finished Ally Christmas shopping and didn’t spend more than maybe 125.00 and 6 gifts and stocking stuffer. When they’re young still cheap and making memories. I caulk some frame hole on my walls and when it came to use my touch up paint it was dried out. Now I have to put faith into the good ole color match machine and a human matcher. I’ll wait to get my favorite Lowe’s person to do it for me next week. I decided to host some gathering this holiday so I am tackling cookie making for the guest. I put up Christmas lights outside. My inside I had finished before the surgery. I went to the dog park a couple of times with the girls. They loved it but like I said no one is out at 11 am. lol 😂 The last thing I wanna talk about is I finished my book Mathew Perry story. I’m gonna start my thought with the one quote that hit me.
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Ok Matt scars are from addiction to drugs and alcohol. My scars are from addiction to Food and (alcohol that’s been gone for 3 years and counting) but we can agree those scare are a life worth fighting for. I’m still alive today and he is not but I believe he tried really hard. I’m glad his character Chandler Bing found happiness by season 10 and his family live happily ever after. That’s the real life I am wanting to do each day one day at a time. The hardest part today in my life is something I’ll always laugh about later but that’s getting Ally B dressed in the morning. She wants to watch mini mouse and play. I give her choices and she picks one but as I am putting it on kicks it off and says the other one. Haha seriously I love my child so much but she’s a 2 year old what can I say. Now one last Ally story she is sweetheart. She will once a day come up to me an pull my shirt up slightly and point out each boo boo on my stomach and than blow them a kiss. Now that’s what these scars are worth fighting for. I’m just ready to get to the gym and do more but gotta wait for doctor clearance and he told me just walks until our next visit Dec 26. Well this was a long post. I hope you enjoyed it and now I’m about to flood you with pictures. Love you all and thank you for the support it’s amazing 🤩 ❤️
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